What time is it?

Like a cup of water that’s been left out in the cold & now it’s frozen. It becomes the infamous popsicle. But when the frozen melts, it hurts. Like when you get so cold then when you warm up, the blood flows stronger and faster and it hurts.

There are some things I think I should not be angled towards, but I still am anyway. I am very angry, but I don’t think you can tell the difference anyway. And now everything’s retreating I’m not gonna repeat this fiasco.

For some reason, 1Tim3:5 encouraged me. “If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God’s church?”

I think I’m falling sick because I’m v tired these days and my eyes are failing me. Accelerated degeneration?

Maybe a v v v long run plus a book plus death like sleep will help.