ringing silence!

I’m really tired, guess I’d be falling asleep before the clock hits the eleventh hour.

Today has been a very routine day; work for the first part of the day before getting the most coveted bag and dumping the books in the library. I shudder to think about the future years. You mean.. life may be like this, yes?

I would like to share with you my joy when I found the second book in the trilogy, but fear my eyelids are about to give way. Moreover, senseless dreams have began their appearance these nights, and I am all the more inclined to lie around like a cold blooded animal under the sun.

I am sorry, to myself, because I have decided there is no run tonight. The mind feels heavy, and the brain a burden. I shudder to think what would happen while running, especially downhill. Left right left = omg the neck’s broken. Maybe tomorrow morning before work – let’s pray I wake up early.

Dear Lord, help me to remember that I need to give up the good for the best. The. Good. For the. Best.