Savin’ Moments.

I’ve been reading a few articles, and seeing some life examples right in front of me. What can I say – this niggling feelings just grows and grows and I’m more than ready to admit my lack of ability and lack of goodwill towards the world at large.

I had always prided myself on certain things. But take me apart, break me down and you see these things are not in me, anymore. Was it ever there in the first place?

The point is this – I need to stop expecting things to go my way, all the time. I want to start giving without even an iota of thought about it coming back my way. Stop being so selfish, period. It’s hard, and its against every grain of self-preservation in me, but what the hell – I can’t go on like that anymore.