A Habit Forms in 21 Days.

Suddenly, it seems that things are getting clearer. I don’t really know how to explain this phenomenon; its just that sometimes I feel as though some concept is about to expound itself in my mind, as if its so close, just mere fingers away from my reach. That’s a good thing – I’m tired of drifting along life as it is, doing things just for the sake of doing.

And random as it may seem, I am beginning to understand the seriousness of having a firm foundation in God’s Word. It is true – as long as the foundation is right, then even when no one is there to watch and correct you know you ought to be doing right. I know I can’t be there for my sheep all the time, but I just want to build a strong foundation so much so that when they run into problems the first person they run to is God. Human strength fail, all the time.

I want to be doing so many times just right now, that I’m left gasping and wishing for more time, more time. It shouldn’t be that way though. I gotta be making use of the right time, at the right moment and I’m waiting with anticipation the attachment week because I want a day to stay at home, and stone. That sentence doesn’t make sense and I doubt my ability to make coherent sense now, but it does sound right to me.

Y’know at the end of the day I doubt I need many plans or ideas or anything. I just need the discipline to carry out what I have at hand right now. Start the PP report as well. Shrugs.

And yes! I just thought I’d share the happy notion that the workplace is becoming a hip hangout for me because I get the best food e.g apple crumble, donuts, ice cream and I think it is the best and slackest place to work at! :) But I’m working the full day shift tomorrow and that is :(. Hah