If I am serious, then what are the things I should be thinking?
If I am serious, what is my action plan?
If I am serious, what should I give up?
If I am serious, if I am serious.
Not an eighteen year old’s perspective, nor experience, nor feelings.
Not mine, not me.
Attachment’s over for some of us. So now it’s back to stoning, and studying. (Can’t you see that the latter’s the more important objective?) I can’t either. But back to school, and we have DE and Contract Law on the first two days. Yeah, we need to study, because these days tests aren’t really that simple anymore.
I’ve been through the expressway these nights, and well I just thought how simplistic it’d be to stop the cab, and just sit at the side of the expressway with feet dangling over the railing. See the night lights, and feel a little of the night infuse into me. Aw shrugs.
I think of many things, and yeah moderation appears in my mind everytime. Then I am reminded of Alasken, and how he preaches moderation in Enemy of the People – how he chooses to stand in the fine line and just jump man overboard to whichever side he finds the more profitable. Well I don’t aim to be specifically like him, but I think i think! That there must be moderation in everything that we are striving to do, because I see the future and I don’t want rules to bind me when there were none. I am thinking of sneak attacks like Daine and her animals, when they raided their enemies’ side at the dead of night.
I know I ought to be starting on my Professional Profiling, and wait! I am visiting the various competitors’ places – its just that I need more facts and fervor to get me working.
I just want to do well by my side of the bargain.
