Will run… for peace of mind.

I have tried to write this post for the longest time. Oh, I exaggerate. Twice, thrice? Let’s leave it at that.

Its 0254 and I must mention that I intend to run.

I get fascinated with people, and what makes them tick. If possible, I’d want to sit you down in a coffee joint, and simply pick you out: your words, your life, your accent, your essence. I want to know all about you and what makes you You. What makes your day, time, and what exactly is going in your mind 24/7.

This past week has been about experiencing, and one thing I have experienced thus far: dependence and complete reliance on another. Truth be told, I hate depending on others, and asking others for favors. I hate being weak, and not in control of what I know is my life. But this week, more often than naught it is what I have been indulging in. Asking people to take over my shifts, thus being in total gratitude and debt, having classmates offering their food to me (I have no idea why, it must be because my home packed lunch looked really unappetizing lol but I was fine with it), borrowing moola from my sister before I got my pay. You can see how desperate I was.

Then again. The sheep tells me “No man is an island”. She is telling me this the second time. I think that counts for something. I think… I should start learning.