I guess its this comfortability, this easy-going, anything goes that I’m seeking. The “Oh I woke up and just happened to slip on this shirt”, the “I’m fine with myself, and that’s all that’s needed”, the “Shit happens, but this is how we roll” kinda vibe.
As the years passed, and we grow progressively older it is hard to remember what childlike innocence used to be. My mind is filled with regrets, with lists all the time and dont you think – hey i’m only 19, it shouldn’t be this way?
If right now I’m only beginning to shoulder an adult’s responsibility, then isn’t the rest of my life just drudgery?
Things happen, days pass. But right now I’m calendar girl, and we’d watch the seasons fly.