Maybe because my mind’s half made up and i’ve a one way ticket out now.. Am happier. I know this cannot last, but meanwhile am relishing the now. The ups and downs and everything in between.
Meanwhile what a friend told me of my “apprehensiveness” has kept me thinking. I knew i was guarded, but to someone pinpoint in such a succinct manner was startling.. And applauded. Rare to find someone speaking so frankly. It’s refreshing.