I have tried to write this post for the longest time. Oh, I exaggerate. Twice, thrice? Let’s leave it at that.
Its 0254 and I must mention that I intend to run.
I get fascinated with people, and what makes them tick. If possible, I’d want to sit you down in a coffee joint, and simply pick you out: your words, your life, your accent, your essence. I want to know all about you and what makes you You. What makes your day, time, and what exactly is going in your mind 24/7.
This past week has been about experiencing, and one thing I have experienced thus far: dependence and complete reliance on another. Truth be told, I hate depending on others, and asking others for favors. I hate being weak, and not in control of what I know is my life. But this week, more often than naught it is what I have been indulging in. Asking people to take over my shifts, thus being in total gratitude and debt, having classmates offering their food to me (I have no idea why, it must be because my home packed lunch looked really unappetizing lol but I was fine with it), borrowing moola from my sister before I got my pay. You can see how desperate I was.
Then again. The sheep tells me “No man is an island”. She is telling me this the second time. I think that counts for something. I think… I should start learning.
This made me smile.
On another note, I hope the opening night goes well tonight. Oh boy.
Google reader really make my day, because I have many many interesting things to read! :)
Tea just made my day as well. :)
Well monday’s class is about to be over after the last presentation, but nobody’s really tuning in. We’re all so paranoid about H1N1, and Republic being a cluster group, but the powers that be doesn’t seem to be reacting fast enough. DIEM has a few people down now though, and we’re waiting for the results I guess.
Right now we, or rather I, am in no mood to study, to question, to do anything but just wander around on the internet, satisfy my visual candies, read food blogs, do my own things and generally not listening. School, please end soonsoonsoon! I have things to do later!
I can’t wait for school to break. That’d be in… two months’ time. Then it’d be holidays, and we’d be back in for two days of school each week! Oh, joy. :)
Okay, last presentation. I should listen now!
Hello Boost Juice Bars, I am interested in jumping ship haha. Please contact me for further details.
Anyhow the main aim of writing today was to emphasize on “life changing moments”. These don’t come often, but when they do – they live up to their namesake. Your life is never going to be the same, ever again. Your habits are going to change. You are going to change.
1. What would you do if you know you could not fail? 2. What would your next action be if God answers your prayer for a sign from Him? These questions have been bugging me. What would you do? How would things change? How would you change?
There are some things I really don’t know how to settle. Some things I’m just too unsettled to settle. But once again, methodically, methodically. I will go through them one by one. Hopefully that’d work.
Ah. I have absolutely no idea why I am constantly craving for food, and in the process inhaling them. I’m pretty cranked up about it, but hey I’m getting back to skipping and running jogging so hopefully it’d all balance out soon.
What’s all these constant achievements for? What’s this need to do something to feed my self-worth? Hah. All these come to naught at the end of the day. I need to settle for the audience of one, and stop comparing with others.
I can’t wait for days I’m truly free, without deadline, without school, without anything. Now let’s take a deep breathe and run through to next thursday.
Things and deadlines are catching up with me, and I must admit after those days of waiting and silence, this gets a little hard to get used to.
I am thankful that I will be seeing my gran tmr. :)
These days that she was not around, I was puttering around in the kitchen. :) Oh my, you must totally try making sweet potato fries! They are to die for. Did I mention my new found hobby was to shop/walk through the groceries’ aisles? Did I mention that I relly like to play around food in the kitchen? Now you know.
I can’t wait till I get my own house/kitchen and I will have house parties! :) It is such a delighful idea, I am just salivating thinking about it haha.
Well tmr is going to be a packed day even though I am skipping school yet again. But wait! I can explain. I have a checkup tmr. I guess when I am given the go-ahead, these kind of hols are not to be anymore. I can go back to running. I can stop figuring out hours to take my pills. :) And… I must wait for wednesdays so that I can slack!
